ϟ what really pisses me off!!
when people say two girls having sex is ‘finger bashing’
its so much more than that,
it’s probably the most romantic, sensual experience you’ll ever have,
it’s not about the sex, its about expressing your feelings for the person you love.
ϟ I breathe disaster ever after, don’t pull away from me now. Don’t you move, can’t you stay where you are just for now? I could be your perfect disaster, you could be my ever after. ♥
(Source: hidebehindthemusic)
ϟ i wish you were here, so we could just cuddle and listen to the rain.
2 more days baby
1 How old were you when you started self-harming?
- Younger than 4
- 4-5
- 6-7
- 8-9
- 10-11
- 12-13
- 14-15
- 15-16
- 16-17
- 18-19
- 20-21
- Older than 21
2 How often do you self-harm
- More than once a day
- Once a day
- Several times a week
- Once a week
- Two or more times a month
- Once a month
- Several times in a year
- Once a year
- I have stopped
- I am trying to stop
3 What method of self-harm do/did you primarily use?
- Cutting
- Burning
- Hair-pulling
- Scratching
- Interference with the healing of wounds
- Hitting or bruising
- Bone breaking
- Cutting and Scratching
- Cutting and Burning
- Hitting Head against walls
- Binging
- Purging
- Starving
4 If You Self Harm What Sexual Orientation Are You?
- Straight Male
- Straight Female
- Bi-Sexual Male
- Bi-Sexual Female
- Homosexual Male
- Homosexual Female
- Transgender Male
- Transgender Female
- Questioning Male
- Questioning Female
- Pan-sexual Male
- Pan-Sexual Female
- Prefer not to answer
5 Which Of These, If Any, Are Something You Struggle With Along With Self-harm?
- Anorexia
- Bulimia
- Anorexia and Bulimia
- EDNOS
- Suicidal Ideation
- Various Psychiatric Disorders (i.e. Bi-polar, Borderline Personality, OCD, Panic, Anxiety, PTSD, Dissociative, Impulse Control Etc.)
- Learning Disabilities
- A Mixture of the Above
- None of the Above
6 Do You Think That You (as An Individual) Need Professional Help To Stop Self-harming?
- Yes, The Only Way I Could Stop Is With Professional Help
- No, I Have Stopped On My Own
- No, I Have Stopped On My Own Though I Still Struggle Often And Sometimes Mess Up
- I Have No Desire To Stop And Therefore Don’t Need Professional Help
- Yes, I Have Stopped With Professional Help
- I don’t think I could ever stop with or without Professional help
- Prefer not to answer
7 Are You Trying To Stop Self Harming?
- No, And I Don’t Want To Stop.
- No, But I Would Like To Be Able To Stop.
- Yes, But I Am Not Doing Very Well.
- I Have Stopped But I Still Mess Up Every Once In A While.
- I Am Completely Self Harm free
8 Does Anyone Know About Your Self Harm?
- No. No One Knows.
- Some People May Have A Vague Idea Of Something
- Yes, But Only My Closest Friends
- Yes. But Only Some Of My Family Member(s)
- Yes, Some Friend(s) And Family Member(s) Know
- Yes, All (or Most Of) My Friends Know
- Yes, All (or Most Of) My Family Knows
- Yes, Most Of The People In My Life Know
9 How many years have you been self-harming?
- 1 or less years
- 2 years
- 3 years
- 4 years
- 5 years
- 6 years
- 7 years
- 8 years
- 9 years
- 10 or more years
10 If You Self-harm, Were You Abused Or Neglected (either As A Child Or Later In Life)?
- No
- Yes, I Was Emotionally Abused
- Yes, I Was Physically Abused
- Yes, I Was Sexually Abused
- Yes, I Was Emotionally And Physically Abused
- Yes, I Was Physically And Sexually Abused
- Yes, I Was Sexually And Emotionally Abused
- Yes, I Was Emotionally, Physically And Sexually Abused
- Yes, I Was Neglected
- Yes, I Was Neglected As Well As Being Abused
11 Would you label yourself as emo?
- Yes
- No
12 Do others label you as emo?
- Yes
- No
- Some people
13 What would you or others label you as? (chose all that apply)
Please select all that apply.
- Prep
- Goth
- Emo
- Punk
- Nerd
- Hipster
- Poser
- Skater
- Jock
- Scene
- Gangster
- Other
- I don’t do labels
- There aren’t really any labels above that fit me
- Normal
14 What is your reaction when you see other people’s self-harm scars/cuts/marks? (choose all that apply)
Please select all that apply.
- I want to get to know them
- I wonder what they went through to feel that was a way out
- I want to get as far as possible from them so no one will find out about my own self-harm
- I will acknowledge them as someone who shares something in common with me
- I would never even acknowledge them
- Fear
- Interest
- Sadness
- Happiness
- Don’t really care
- No reaction
- Surprise
- Relief
- Jealousy
(Source: pharaohsoveralls)
ϟ rather productive day
- Went to epic appt
- washed car
- cleaned inside of car
- fixed central locking
- cleaned room
- cleaned bathroom
- washed bed sheets
- put up paintings and pictures
- organised my draw
all this with constant interuptions from tumblr and fb,
and texting the girlfriend,
calls from friends,
advice giving,
but now i’m not tired.
ashleigh is on the phone snoring and i’m just sitting her doing nothing haha.
ϟ my girlfriend asked me if i’d really give her a huge hug and kiss her when i pick her up from the train station,
it got me thinking how little of a fuck i give if people i knew saw me kissing her,
in fact its the opposite i WANT everyone to see her,
because she is the most beautiful human being i know, and damn right i’m going to show her off to everybody,
i want everyone to see how truly amazing she is, and see how lucky i am to have her in my life, to be able to call her mine.
so i don’t give an actual fuck if people see me kiss you,
i’ll kiss you when ever, where ever,
i’ll kiss you in front of my semi;homophobic nan
i’ll kiss you in the middle of the busiest shops,
i’ll kiss you, because when i’m with you, no one else matters, i don’t see anyone else,
not the lady serving us at coles, not the Asian tourists in south bank, i only see you, you are all that matters,
yes, i’m going to hug and kiss you in the middle of the train station for all the judgemental fuckers to see, and if then i’ll stick my middle finger up to them all.
ϟ That moment when you try and be cool in front of your crush
What ends up happening:
via sodamnrelatable
(Source: totally-relatable)
